Pretty much by telling yourself a lot of this: In all honesty, writing and sharing my thoughts, ambitions, and ideas made me feel a tad accomplished and happy. I stopped because of that fleeting little feeling known as inspiration ran away. Here is what I can say about that, when you rely on something like ambition and inspiration, it will kick you straight in the dick before packing its bags to go have a screwy unhealthy fling with apathy. Without discipline to back up your

You know, I wanted this whole week to be successful based on arbitrary guidelines that I set for myself, I wanted this theme of spooky horror fear based concepts to flow all week since it is almost Halloween, and I wanted to get four posts up this week. I want to get at least four posts up every week, because I feel like I should have goals. Goals are good, right? Yet, here I am, writing about non-horror based subjects of contemplativeness, words are hard. I am once again wri

Look at that Bob Ross if he was a kindergartner with Parkinsons shit up there, it is wonderful, fucking wonderful! I was going to add flowers, but realized I was drawing mountains and that would either make for some very large flowers or for some very small mountains. Also, yes, I realize that one "cloud" looks a bit... off, or on, depending upon your mindset. The point is, art therapy, it is a thing, it is used by many people and doctors to do... therapy. I'm not feeling ver

Anyone who writes or attempts to write has had that moment in their hobby/career where they stare at a blank page, their mind completely stuck on how to start this damn whatever the hell. What is the first sentence? What should the first word be? First impressions are everything! What does "Fuckin' hell" from my first post ever tell people about what to expect? This is such a common occurrence that all over the place on the internets are articles about ways to get past writer

Fuckin' hell... There was a time that this stuff use to come easy, this is not the first blog I've ran myself. It isn't the first time I've written anything, hell, I use to write for other websites too. I guess I was a writer that thought of shit and had thoughts, opinions, things like that. I got off that horse for a bit, life got lifey and a full time job got timey (wimey). It has been quite a few years since I even looked that gift giving mare in the mouth to find out what